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Hisashiburi! ^^

Apr. 6th, 2009 | 06:30 pm
location: Trier
mood: okay okay
music: TegoMassu - boku no cinderella

I'm so sorry for don't write anything at lj at all. But I had a lot to think about...

This year didn't start in a good way. My mum got cancer. That's really bad for me, because she's the only family I have. There was her surgery, now she's doing a chemotherapy and all this stuff. It's kind of hard to see her without hair and all this things. But in front of her, I'm the nice, energetic person. I think it doesn't help anything to get too depressed. Tomorrow she gets the third one out of six.

That is only one problem that appeared this year. Another one is, that I'll stop my studies. I failed in some exams and it doesn't make sense to continue like this... It's kind of complicated. The next semester I will be at the university, will get some advice there and then I'll look for a job. I really feel stupid because I failed at university, but I think there are bigger problems...

But there were a few good things too. Melly visited me. Finally she came back from Tokyo and I was really happy. Since my roommate went to Japan for a year I don't have anybody to talk about my hobby. *lol* With Melly it was like always. Even I didn't see her for a long time, we are best friends. *smile* And nobody understand my obsession for some Japanese guys and musik like Melly does. ^^

I did it! ^^

Jul. 24th, 2008 | 05:26 pm
location: Trier
mood: cheerful cheerful
music: your side (KAT-TUN

Today I got one of my results from the last exam. 2,7 Actually for me it's pretty good! ^^ *lol* Because I didn't study a lot before and didn't read all the textes we're supposed to read... I'm sooooo happy! ^^

And I finished watching another dorama. It's called "daisuki" and I really like it. If you like dorama... wach it! ^^

Next week I'll have to work every day from 11 to 18... That's much more than usual, but we have in Germany this special sale at the end of summer... so they need me. =) As long as it's paid I have no problem with a lot of work. Especially in holidays... ^^


May. 30th, 2008 | 05:18 pm
location: Trier
mood: cheerful cheerful
music: with me (NEWS)

I forgot my lj... I'm so sorry... =(

Okay... what happened? Not much, I think. School and work is always the same. In may Chihiro, one of my friends from Japan visited Germany and also Trier. It was really great to meet her and even she only spent one day in Trier, we had a lot of fun. It's strange, you can live in a town and when somebody from somewhere else comes to see you, you'll start to get interest in you hometown. Before Chihiro came, I looked up the things you can visit in Trier. ^^'''

Happy new year!!! ^^

Jan. 9th, 2008 | 04:40 pm
location: Trier
mood: cold cold
music: crazy love (KAT-TUN)

I know it's pretty late... but I was kind of busy.

First there was christmas. I had to go to work on christmas eve. People bought like crazy. One guy from my work said: "It's like the don't know for months, christmas is coming." He's right. Don't buy your presents on that day. *lol*
After I finished work, I went to my mums place until 26. december. It was nice to have a family-christmas with lots of food. On christmas day I was meeting a friend with who I went to school. I was really happy to see her. =)

From 28. december until the 2. january three friends came to my place. Melly and two other girls. My room was never before so crowded... *lol* We watched dorama, concerts of our KAT-TUN-guys and others... *lol* On silvester I had to go to work again... and we made sushi. In the evening we did some "german-silvester-party"-things.
It was great to have them around. Especially Melly, because she is going to Japan in april...

Now, I'm kind of lonely again, but school started again and it's not much time for being depressed.

exam results...

Oct. 19th, 2007 | 03:13 pm
location: Trier
mood: weird weird
music: Pinky (Akanishi Jin)

I failed! ^^''' To make it short... I know that I should be depressed or something like that, but I'm not. I'll take the exam again and then I will study a little bit more and don't fail again. And I think this is a good way to deal with it. It wouldn't be a help to cry now, now I can't do anything... ne!

But there is also something good to tell... the new dorama with Akanishi Jin started! ^^ And I really liked it, even tough it's kind of strange... *lol*


Sep. 17th, 2007 | 07:50 pm
location: Trier
mood: lonely lonely
music: Flower (Kinki Kids)

I think today my roommate will return from Japan. She wrote, that she doesn't like to come back to Germany and I can understand that, but I'm afraid, that she is too serious with it. She has the chance to go there next year and so it's not too bad to go back, if you know, that you can go there again, isn't it?

The results from the exam in sociology aren't there until today. We wrote 6. August... That's kind of late... I want to know if I have to do it again...

Next saturday one of my friends will visit me for a week! I'm looking so forward to this!Miss her so much... Since Melly went to the netherlands I miss all my friends more. I don't know why! *lol*


Aug. 6th, 2007 | 11:52 am
location: Trier
mood: relaxed relaxed
music: Daite Seniorita (Yamapi)

Today there was my exam for sociology... It was supposed to be from 9 until 1, but I was already done with it at 10.30...
I didn't study that much and so I'm kind of not sure how it was. I did actually write something to every question, but how good it was? I really don't know. *drop* But we'll see if I pass that exam or if I have to do it again. ^^'''
But all my friends also finished that early... maybe it's normal?

Only one paper left...

Today I'll meet my best friend and we watch dorama! ^^ That will be soooo funny. He's actually really cool and doesn't mind, when I'm talking about the Japanese guys... ^^

And I also meet Ilona and Adam. Adam is a Hungarian friend. He is visiting Germany and so I really want to meet him, even if I'm quite busy at the moment. *drop*

one week left

Jul. 30th, 2007 | 04:48 pm
location: Trier
mood: busy busy
music: Stay with me (Amane Kaoru)

Monday next week, I'll write my big and important exam in sociology. Until totay I didn't study as much I should have... ^^'''

But I read all things I wrote down the whole year and now I'm reading the texts, I got from a friend. And I read many texts in the book we have. I'll try hard and hope, that it'll work. *lol* If not, I can do it again. But to be honest, I don't want to do it again.

I got a job! ^^

Jul. 18th, 2007 | 02:45 pm
location: Trier
mood: happy happy
music: Mugendai (Kanjani8)

Finally I found a job. It's in a shop! I'll sell things! *lol* Can you imagine me in a role like that? *smile*

Tuesday next week, I'll start to work!

I'm really happy that I got this job. It means I can continue studying! ^^

Yesterday was my mums birthday and today I'll visit her in Saarbrücken. I made a cheesecake for her! ^^

A quiz or two?

May. 19th, 2007 | 04:05 pm
location: Trier
mood: okay okay
music: Twilight (ELO)

I was bored...

Which KAT-TUN member's type are you?

YOU'RE AKANISHI JIN'S TYPE!Cute, stylish and always able to understand his feelings, you are the type of girl Jin wants to heal and protect. He will give you four children and write you love songs. Just don't call him "baka"!
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What kind of Johnny's Jrs fan are you?

You're a Bishounen Oikake! AKA a "chaser of pretty Japanese boys", you like the Johnny's mainly because it's a huge collection of pretty boys all gathered in one place to entertain you. You probably like w-inds, Flame and Lead, too, as well as any other band or drama that has cute Japanese boys in it. I like the cut of your jib.
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